SadFrog writes October 19, 2014 16:52

What if I just leave my specialty, leave my current job and become someone like barmen? Or tourist guide? The decision is haard to make, better spend another copule of months at my work, or untill the end of university, and then we see.
At that moment I`m on that perfect condition, when noone hate me, everybody think that I`m a pretty decent guy. And that`s awful, because I think I`ve lost my personality, trying to be liked by everyone, afraid of the world. I`m nothing, friendly and polite, but nothing. I have no friends, no love, I don`t exist. And I don`t have the right to have all that.
Tried to learn Japanese, ate a cake with tea, punched a punchbag. VK with it`s news steals my time. W

October 19, 2014 16:52

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