Went swimming to the pool. Physically feel great, so that physical strain cleared my brain for a little bit. Sister has already fallen asleep, but I`ve got plans - need to write down the beautiful situation, as I told earlier. Apart from that I still have nothing to say.
About her - I need her, yes, I want to see her, but I can`t afford to humilliate myself in front of her. I can see quite clearly that she doesn`t need me and doesn`t make any efforts to make a dialogue with me. Then my constant attempts to maintain the dialogue seem just pathetic. N oone need that - neither she, nor me. So fuck that, later I will ask her out, if she rejects - then I wll never bother her again.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!