Woke up. The weather is good - melancholic, dusky, but warm with that little moisure in the air - very refreshing. The last weekend, the last day of my sister's staying here. Tomorrow work again.
Mood is not bad - just hollow. Not sad, not happy. Probably my body is tired of those meaningless emotions that never get any respond, so now everything returns to it's usual condition. Excellent way to live through all the working days, full of obligations - just skip them, not registering them in the memory.
Actually, no. I dreamed of emotions, I don't want to lose them. Need to find a new source. Maybe handgliding? It is hard decision.
Ok, need a meal, then decide what to do.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!