хаоСChaos writes September 08, 2024 07:09

Woke up like it's hell again. I feel so awful i can't force myself to be productive at all. Anger, hatred, regret, anxiety, dissatisfaction w/ life. The world is so awful and the majority of days in life are rarely ever not gray... No idea how to live with this. Therapy barely helps, can never do the majority of exercises/tasks I'm given.. i have no idea how I'm still alive, how all these years this is what went on.. how did i survive up to this point even ?! I despise her sm, i h8 the world sm, i just want to find balance, fulfilment, général satisfaction w/ life and b content w/ where i am and how much progress I'm making 2 get 2 where I'd like to be... Alas, that all is just a pipedream...

September 08, 2024 07:09

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