хаоСChaos writes September 08, 2024 09:59

All i think ABT is vengeance. Still idc abt anythin at all, esp myself. I just want revenge. On her, on the vile world i was forced to live in, suffer in. Revenge for all the torment and pain inflicted upon me. I deserve better and i can get better but every day is an excruciating failure to get to a place where i feel I won't be this way anymoe and find that inner balance. Hell, excruciating pain, misery and suffering is all i feel most days the past years. When i give up desiring happiness more i get it and get a tiny bit of fulfillment. But even moments that r objectively even happy feel gray and boring and uneventful and stale. I have to create a cure for myself, keep fighting, somehow...

September 08, 2024 09:59

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