🐧 Мышка writes April 12, 2015 12:21

Read fantasy, had good mood. It was ruined by some idiot. Don't want to waste my time on jerks. It's to much of them on this planet.
"Sweet Silver Blues " is sexist on 10, but reminds me some peaceful feelings when I was a teen. There were only a few good things: books, games, art (not mine, I hated art school).
Memories of school and classmates still depressing.
Want to talk to some close person, hug, watch in her eyes and see light of mind and kindness. I did short run on dating group and instantly lose interest.
I'm on drugs of NE, depression, angry, stupidity, self-importance. I wanna run away, but were can I go? Everywhere my weakness would follow.
I need some large shock to wake up.

April 12, 2015 12:21

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