🐧 Мышка writes April 30, 2015 09:21

2015 / The DUFF
Like that movie. Helped me reexamine my terrible school experience.
Awakening a little. Like always I close my eyes to a problem, while it grows like fungus and invade all my personality. And then I get crazy. I'm afraid that all my friends would leave me, nobody would love me. So I have to pretend, lie, mimicry to surrounding. Everything would be bad or not so bad in the best way. This melody runs in my head all the time, pushing me away from good people, cause fear to lose them is eating me every second. When I laugh, when I ask them for advice, when I'm honest and opened - I think only of one thing: when my happiness would be over. Maybe now? Tomorrow? in 1 month?

April 30, 2015 09:21

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