🐧 Мышка writes May 05, 2015 04:31

math, out of body experience (OBE), sort of short Lucid Dream. Violent creature were attacking me and I surprisingly easy fight him back with feeling of ES ( enlightened senses). I'm sure that I had OBE cause I tried to go farther from my body and feel pain and a huge resistance.
Day began boring, didn't want to wake up. Maybe it's orgasm, but I have this problem all the time. Daylight associate with routine unmysterious boring life, when I had to go to school or work, do chores. I want to do pollination of days and mornings, plan inspiring things to do on the week and month. There is a tiny amount of foretaste in my life. I feel hunger for saturation of perceptions, everyday progress.

May 05, 2015 04:31

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