Ем мандарины, играю в шахматы, открыл для себя пару новых дебютов. Ничего особо не делал сегодня, пытался решить проблему с интернетом, слушал музыку. Вышел новый альбом Emigrate (сайт проект гитариста Rammstein - Ричарда Круспе), песня Born On My Own очень охуенна, в стиле strong rock - "Slow, floating, hard rocking and with an unbeatable message: "Break down the walls that keep us all"", очень мощный рифф во второй части песни пробирает до мурашек. Обожаю песни в таком стиле, резонирует с решимостью, упорством. Будет одной из песен ОзФа для решительности в добавок к остальным.
Music, Maya 4.
Came from uni. Reading about plasma. PMF.
Lazy to write when nothing interesting happens.
Didn't go to university, wanted to stay home and gather with my thoughts.
Going to the gym. Back and shoulders day.
Online game, music.
Was lazy to wright. Was listening music all day, except when I was training.
Really wanted to go back waves of pleasure running through the body and reached its. And now only 6 DAO.
Jerked off for about 2 hours.
Came home, music.
Came to the uni. Doing PMF
Music, surfing Internet.
Celldweller - Welcome To The End (with intro "Cell #3")
Very beautifull slow relaxing track. Those deep thynth one of the best ambient background I've ever heared. *____* When I close my eyes this song takes me away far away from this human world, feels like I'm in some lucid dream flying over the ocean with whales and dolphins around me in the warm, late afternoon, where the sun going down.
Celldweller - The End (album "Soundtrack For The Voices In My Head vol. 2")
Gave me chills with every pulse of the ending part. Very VERY powerful ending. "That says.. WELCOME TO THE END". Those epic drums *___* That sent shivers straight up my spine and a wave of pleasure coursing through the body.
Оh, yeah, the tag of reviews finally appeared!11 \o/
Wanna do reviews on the music that I like.
I have a good hearing so I can hear all layers all of the instruments and sounds in the track like they are separated and at the same time all together. And I understand how music being written as I have similar experience. That's why I get huge pleasure from music. Such as the sense of beauty of the harmonious combination of sounds.
First one will be:
Celldweller - Welcome To The End (and it's revision "The End")
But as the space is not enough, I'll write it in 2 hours.
Came from training. Remembered one more exercise for legs. I'll try next time.
Gonna eat and play online game.
Music. Going to the gym. \o/
Read 4 Maya.
Woke up. Drinking tea, reading 4 maya.
Legs & Ass day.
Hooray for me, I'm the lucky one \o/
2 hours hardcore training + Celldweller = enjoyment in the body
Found a large goal. (or just big enough)
Made sketches of pleasant cluster.
Wanna explore a solid cluster. In a month or two (when all the conditions will done) I'll enter into it.
Passed exam. State of clarity have been appeared for a while. Clarity about interests.
Came to the uni, decided not to go to the lesson. Reading 4 Maya.
Watched film "Lucy". Сool graphics, but the content is so so. Also would like to experience something deep. I've not been felt anything deep for a long time. I miss it. Going read 4 Maya and sleep.
Surfing the Internet.
Online game/music. Gonna watch film "Lucy"
Noticed arms became bigger, posture became more graceful \o/ Wanna make strong back.
In my favorite dreams I feel your heat... Dreaming. 4 Maya.
Played football on PT lesson. Going home. Wanna girl. So much :|
Passed exam. Staying at the math.
Dreamed of petinng and sex with a girl. Wake up, went to the uni.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!