In the morning the internet connection failed. M found another modem, now it's working... I guess. I slept a little, but my head still feels like a hot potato. I took a painkiller and some cider. Very mature of me, what.
I need to write to P about tomorrow. I really have to show her the exhibition.
I feel like a piece of shit. Soon a panic attack will come, as always after so much alcohol.
Another asthma attack.
I'm at my lowest, which means it will get better soon.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!