👻 writes May 06, 2016 17:24

Снова захотелось слушать SOAD, до того хотелось вчера. Осудила себя за это, подумала, что я так упиваюсь анэ и истеричностью. Стала слушать песню еще раз, чтобы понять, если ли за что себя осуждать. Оказалось, что возникает пафосность, мрачность и слабое удовольствие в теле (на 0,5). В общем, я культивирую так ЧСВ, а не анэ. Самоосуждение снизилось, когда это поняла. ЧСВ резонирует со словами "я весь такой таинственный, загадочный и необычный"

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