Мандарин writes August 15, 2017 19:02

Разрываюсь.
Одна часть хочет видеть его, слышать его голос, вдыхать его запах.
Другая не хочет даже знать его.
Будет не так больно.
От чего мне так грустно ? Так больно сжимается в груди? Бабочки поднялись в рой и режут мой желудок. Даже мысль о Ангеле и Сентябре так не тешат душу. Если бы был кто-то рядом.
Я одна, опять. Эта тишина убивает мой слух и из ушей льётся кровь. Я боюсь.
Убейте мою душу.

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