Pangma 🦔 writes
1:30 - 7:30. Снова приснилась солнечная зелень - на этот раз с морем, пляжем. Во сне было так непривычно светло и легко, что я что-то заподозрил и догадался, что это сон. Управлять им не получилось, и он почти сразу закончился, перейдя в другой сон, с какими-то сильно подавленными чувствами и воспоминаниями из детства, из-за которых I was deeply sad and intensely pitied myself in my dream.
I woke relieved, my depression was gone.
Turns out I was apathetic and desire-less during last week because I despised and pitied myself, ignoring my needs. Such despise is a weak, subtle form of self-hate and I had been entirely permeated in it during the depression period. I was unaware about that.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
Fikus
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Дынька
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
Daryel'
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
!ХуеРы
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Туле 🌱
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!
Aart 🐦