Today I will write to her again. Can`t force myself to stop doing that - at least a couple of messages. How pathetic I am! But THe important condition - I will write to a couple unfamilliar girls first. Probably it could help.
Today is still friday, which means I still have to go to my job. Now I`m starting to realize how stupid is it, that my obligations don`t even supposed to be interesting, important and mind-straining. Just a typing machine. Never mind, I will leave when I pass the practise in university.
What can I do to break through the wall of comfort zone? And diversify my life? Concerts? Walking? Events? All by my own? I can`t make it. I`m in the stalemate for life.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!