Та Ша writes January 06, 2021 11:58

"Talking to the black clouds
Talking to the sky
Everything's so easy
Melancholy day"

Exila - Your Rain
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Позавчера я в 7 утра провожала Дашу на автобус в Дон. И ехала обратно под Exilia - мои 16, мой рок и мое одиночество.
Я тогда думала, что буду всю жизнь одинокая и никем не понятая, я ненавидела зиму - за холодную пустоту, созвучную той, что внутри.
А сейчас дома ждали Я и К - сонные (ну почти) и теплые, позади был др с кучей обнимашек и милоты, с разговорами о феминизме и...той яркостью, что заставляет чувствовать себя живой и на своем месте.

Я не ненавижу зиму
я просто ее не замечаю

January 06, 2021 11:58

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