Evening. That emotional swing is so fucking awesome - excitement turns into grieving, which then turns into anger. Thank you very much, bitch!
Actually I can`t be mad at her - she is a good person and she is not obliged to feel something towards me or consider me as her friend. So now, I suppose, it`s over. No affinity, no respect, no necessity - just nothing. I still have some pride, so I can`t afford myself to be just following her, when she doesn`t want my company. Well, ok.
Full day of work till 8 p.m. Finally made a call to a debtor - sort of small victory, but it wasn`t so epic as I expected. Except that, day is pretty uneventful.
Can`t make myself learn japanese. Just wanna sleep.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!