University - nothing. Work - pretended I`m working, started to make a lawsuit. At home played with friend. That`s all.
Though it is obviously over now, she still occupies the huge part of my mind. When I try to remind myself how bad is it, how obvious are her attempts not to allow me to her life, even to delete every little grasp of her trace from where she can - then it makes me angry. But when I start to forget about it, her bright face again appears before me and I want to see her again so bad.
I made a terrible mistake last sunday by revealing that little fact, so it is all my fault as usual. But at least she could not to sverve from my questions and tell me straight.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!