The grieving eased me up so far. But if she suddenly calls me, I don`t think I will be able to reject.
Finished that lawsuit - it is boring actually, On my previous job there were much more interesting cases, which made me think at least. As I said, I don`t intend to work here for a long time.
Made a photo of the ad in the minibus in front of everyone - sort of small victory, huh. At that moment I was seriously thinking about going to the hooker, so it is like my internal restrictions were moved off for a moment. later they returned though.
Also visited university.
Now sitting, drinking an energy drink and listening to slowcore. Play with friend or write to a girl?
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!