Rayne writes May 04, 2023 12:45

Weird things are going on today. Despite bad sleep quality, I have enough energy and have to literally hold myself from working my ass off. My attitude to myself has improved, there’s much less of usual tyrannizing self-treatment and concomitant fatigue.

This state resembles a maniacal stage of BPD, but I neither deem myself a second Bodh, nor imagine any Martian stone behemoths.

Anyway, I like this state, and it wasn’t arbitrarily granted to me - I was working on my self-loathing for last week or so.

May 04, 2023 12:45

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