Targyn Amangelde writes November 12, 2024 09:51

Took a medical day-off without opening a medical list — there are 4 of them per year. Will try not to mess up this timeout.

Coincidence, but S. just asked me out this evening. Another act of reminiscence from her, bonds of our past — like a chain (keeps us together, as Fleetwood Mac lined). So melted that still dimly fantasize of our retrouvailles, would send to devil every offence, each single resentment if it grants me again with lost paradise.

Sure, it will be another one regular taboo meeting with nothing resulting in the happy-end. 'Show must go on', as they say, God still isn't over with me, so I barely deserve my wasted dreams.

Ought to crave something else to replace.

November 12, 2024 09:51

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