Have to make a speech at the folowing conference - ergo have to create a project. Too small amount of time, too much work to do, too little confidence and aspiration. Well, who cares, somehow will do.
Finally I understood - I feel miserable not because I love her and miss her, but because I hate my lifestyle and myself, that constant stagnation and feel of loosing my life. Anyway, I don`t know how to change it. Well, only one idea - try to quit my job and throw myself to the waves of unpredictableness, away from the comfort zone, just watching where the flow will lead me. We live to feel, to see the life in all it`s diversity, to collect emotions and not to acquire an abstract social success.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!