Been at the first real trial at that place of work. It was easy and sort of pathetic, but without any negative effects. Have to call her next day to settle the question with her debts - seems unbearable, but actually I almost don`t care. One day I hope I will finally be able to close my mind and soul in front of such sticky situations. Poker face.
Apart from that - another wasted days. Listening to "Just friends." That guy from Japan really knows Dat Feel - those lyrics, that scream - like turning my soul out.
Japan. Huh, I`ve got an exam that week, but I need at least thwo months to be prepared. Well, shit, another proof that I can`t do anything properly.
stop thinking. Back to coma.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!