Won my first trial.
Gradually getting used to drums. At least now I know for sure in which direction move and what to do on the next rehearsal.
I think, I`m starting to forget about her. Still painful, but now I mostly hate myself and scared of the vapid future.
What else? Going to paint and write that evening. And now I`m drinking MIO and eating shawarma. These moments are not so bad until your whole life consists of those moments. How can I find people? Don`t know. Too weak for that.
BTW, finished Wild SHeep Chase by Harukhi Murakami. It is... little bit weird. Dialogues, aesthetic, atmosphere were great, but the plot - at least strange. If not to say stupid.
Music: Slowcore, screamo.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!