This New Year`s night should become my climax leading to catharsis. All that was concealed for a long time is now revealed. I have no one. It is like a revelation showing me that you need to change things and do it fast. Don`t really feel miserable, I was grieving for too long about that. Friends, girls - will be, or not, don`t really matter so far I know that it is just another side of life, not the only one. I`m alone and that`s how it is. At least nothing to lose in the social area.
Going to buy myself some burgers and other junk food and have a nice night watching movies. Wanted to have a walk around the city, but got sick. Throat is aching. Shit.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!