Experience of confrontation against habitual insanity, especially at work, is accumulated gradually. It's promising to grasp that insanity is not normal and inevitable and there are more pleasant choices.
I solved contingency situation half-way and pleased with it. I will remind myself that life is not always smooth and some unexpected things may occur, e.g. simultaneous PC hardware and product database server failure. I will think them over in advance.
Almost every come-back to my den after work results in mood improvement, it means I feel better inside and it could be reproduced at work - easy-going mood, fridge with tasty stuff, inspiring petting or fucking, doing nothing on the big bed.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!