Evan writes September 25, 2014 07:51

Realized that I feel so anxious because it's habitual for me. The contingency only makes it obvious. I live all my life in anxiety even when I haven't worked and traveled around the world for many years. Business is good to reveal the habitual disease cause it's stressful enough. Now I can recognize its presence in many every day situations. The anxiety is chronic and lasting all my life and makes me suffer for no reason. That's why first I want to stop torturing me with the most intense anxiety. Today I succeeded few times and breaks in sufferings lasted from few seconds to few minutes, it was pleasant relief but when I got involved in work and lost alertness the anxiety came back.

September 25, 2014 07:51

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