ravenheart writes January 05, 2016 13:27

i /hate/ this empty feeling.
it's like you want everyone to leave you alone
but at the same time you want someone by your side. and then... you just don't care. you feel nothing. you just do things.
just exist until something inside you breaks again and it hurts.

i wonder if it ever gets any better?
better than loneliness and pain and that freaking feeling that you're about to fall apart.

and when, for a moment, i believe it's gonna be alright.
just to fall back into that emptiness later.

i do hate that.
so fucking much.

мне бы хотелось,
задохнуться в этой гребаной пустоте.

January 05, 2016 13:27

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