Evan writes September 26, 2014 19:47

Condition -2, insane from work, tired, but stubbornly trying to finish one more doing instead of calming down and stopping insanity.
Few breaks in negative emotions - uneasiness and preoccupation with other people opinion - brought pleasant short relief and freedom.
While looking at a drunk man irritated madly I realized that my reactions are perverse and inappropriate in the same way - irritation, self-pity, offence.
Can't understand why I don't allow myself to enjoy doing nothing, freedom, beauty. I prefer to constrain and torture myself without any reason, very harmful habitude.

September 26, 2014 19:47

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