It took almost 2 hours to get the pleasure background this morning - my craving for NEs is strong.
Lied in bed and thought of Bo idea that we receive neutral energy and ourselves make it negative or pleasant, and also about destructive certainties and habits which make my life so shitty. There are many but I can't distinguish them now, will fix them when they will manifest. In many situation at work I produce NEs myself - today want to trace irritation, i feel it too often.
At nigh a girl was surprised that I don't want to fuck her if she feels pain!!! She said other guys keep fucking her in spite of pain. Hate guys who torture girls and kill pleasure of sex together with desire for sex.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!