I was irritated almost immediately after decision to trace irritation. Read e-mail with polite PC tech support offer to fuck off. I tried to calm down and explained them one more time. Noticed that I like to feel indignation because they are wrong, sometimes I share my indignation and irritation with my staffs.
Later I observed the non-stop NE flow - one NE after another or NE bunches together. I tried to remember something pleasant but gave up fast. I realized that the only opportunity I have now is pleasant sensations, my body still can feel pleasure regardless all constant NEs. My psychics is dead, mind undeveloped and busy with shitty thoughts but body still alive a bit so I will use it.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!