nothing writes March 10, 2020 03:26

I am pretty sad. I don't know. I think I should be happy but I am sad.

There was once a time that I felt alone. It was a really long time. The world had become dull. The monotony of everyday life. The feeling that you don't matter. It becomes great when you are feeling low. So you find a thing that you can control that make you forget. Feel good for a moment. You end up in a hospital once, it was fun. It happens a couple more times. The nothingness haunts you. Everyday becomes another day to be grateful to be alive.

Then you meet someone. Why has the world given to me the greatest gift of all? Love.

Just to take it away. Nothing is forever. The numb returns. This sucks.

March 10, 2020 03:26

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