nothing
i am a bad person and i can't do anything right. i left my mom alone in the city i'm from. i compromised my core values. i abandoned my friends. i'm leaving a great city. i'm sad and stupid and cannot appreciate anything i have and throw it all away. the little time i have left with my mom. but my girlfriend leaves everything including her country so why should i complain. if it wasn't for my mom i would've closed all my social media and moved somewhere far away from all of this. i hate myself and my life. i am nothing. i can't help my mom. i can't help my girlfriend. i can't myself. i can't help anyone.
love makes you do crazy things. things that only fools do. like dream. but dreams. they are not real.
in this life there is no greater pain than losing time with the people that you love the most
You know, life is made up of moments. Everyone wants to focus on what's right and what to do in the moment. Live in the moment. What are moments? What's the difference between one moment and another moment. What's the difference between a single moment and many moments that make up a larger moment. Fuck moments. Fuck life. I'm tired. I want to give up. Everything seems against me. Just a moment. Just a moment. Just a moment. Just a moment. Just your moment. Just your moment. Just your moment. Anything to feel better now. Even if now I feel worse because of before. Anything to feel better now even if I feel worse later. Please save me. No more moments. No more anything. I want to end.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
Fikus
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Дынька
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
Daryel'
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
!ХуеРы
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Туле 🌱
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!
Aart 🐦