nothing

why did the universe decide to give me such a disappointing exitance

Let's count the number of ways that the universe sucks!

1. I am in it

I want to scream but I can't so I just hate myself and my life ❣️

i am a bad person and i can't do anything right. i left my mom alone in the city i'm from. i compromised my core values. i abandoned my friends. i'm leaving a great city. i'm sad and stupid and cannot appreciate anything i have and throw it all away. the little time i have left with my mom. but my girlfriend leaves everything including her country so why should i complain. if it wasn't for my mom i would've closed all my social media and moved somewhere far away from all of this. i hate myself and my life. i am nothing. i can't help my mom. i can't help my girlfriend. i can't myself. i can't help anyone.

i wish i was dead, life is unfair

might as well be dead

I hate my life

another miserable day

why can't it just be over

nothing matters

I hate to love myself and I love to hate myself

i hate myself

I want to smoke

existence... some one doesn't want it... who?

i hate myself

I'm scared to know who you might be

no one knows what will be and it feels like the same feelings will be the same

love makes you do crazy things. things that only fools do. like dream. but dreams. they are not real.

I hate myself.

in this life there is no greater pain than losing time with the people that you love the most

coronavirus sucks

once again. life completely shatters my world.

life doesn't care about me, why should i care about life.

i hate myself.

i don't care anymore