Арина writes March 09, 2022 00:29

• Every time I get anxious I go and play the piano until I calm down or get even more frustrated. Piano frustration feels almost extatic. That’s a good kind of frustration. I go to sleep and the next day I’m guaranteed to do a bit better. I like to see things actually improving at something.

• I do have like 10 mini piano sessions every day, also 1 or 2 solid 30-45 min sessions.

• Pepsi and Cola will be gone soon. That’s alright, I should grow up and drink water anyway.

• I do nothing at all. I don’t want to be the best version of myself anymore.
I don’t feel safe. I’m lucky to have my baby next to me. The dependency seems wrong and unhealthy but it keeps me from going insane.

March 09, 2022 00:29

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