Безіменний writes October 28, 2022 22:47

I died.
I died all those years ago
But I didn't

Things just happened over my dead body which, purely by coincidence, was alive.
"Are you a native English speaker"?
Fuck man, I learned your language after I died. I didn't even live knowing it.
Or did I?

Nothing is better than than the feeling you would never have again.

I am just trying to be honest, as if it could help.
The train is gone, and the damage was done.

There is nothing they can fix.
There is nothing I can fix.
I doubt that there's real me somewhere sometimes.

It's something permanent. Something that is here FOREVER.
I've made grave mistakes by not acknowledging it in my life.
I'm breathing out smoke I didn't inhale.
I've lost.

October 28, 2022 22:47

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