Безіменний writes February 26, 2023 11:50

You say, I'm not so old?
You say, I have a lot of time still?
Maybe I do. But you know, old people are defined by that time they understand that they failed in life.
You know, some people are forever young, and not in death, but in life. They reach 30, 40, 50, 60, 70 -- but they know why they live and boy, do they fucking live...
I knew some of those people, and yes, at some time in my life I dreamt of being like them in my later years.
I spoke recently to one lad who had been through much more death and destruction than I had been ever in my life -- and he said he feels like he's 20 although he is my age.
I feel like I'm 80.
Because I lived this life already. Now it's just a dull sequel.

February 26, 2023 11:50

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