Безіменний writes June 21, 2024 22:38

Your orders.
The plaque stares me in the face from the WQHD screen.
Your orders?
*I stand on the empty concrete, the rain is moving slowly to the southwest, the smell of burnt rubber and dust mixed with rainwater, the car is off road trailing wisps of smoke, and the lads chatting in the background*

What am I even doing here.
WHAT AM I FUCKING EVEN DOING HERE?

My game plan fucked everything up for the what? umpteenth time, and I am staring to the old photos, that remember me -- the traitor, the confused and the mortally ill.
Now, when the hair on my balls had grown white with age, I stare in the past and I curse it all.

To be happy, you need to follow yourself.
But I understood it too late.

June 21, 2024 22:38

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