Безіменний writes June 28, 2024 23:07

Shit.
Weep and die.
It's 2010 again, and I receive a phone call from a friend.
She doesn't seem to be aware who I even am, just surprised by unknown number in recent SMS, not remembering who I was -- all amid me slowly losing my sanity, and forgetting things constantly.
I freak out.
14 years later, in my head there's about 4 versions of reality that happened that day, and I don't know which of those I live in.
6 years prior, I witness the same person forget about someone else so completely that the very reflexive behaviors that were related to him disappear.

There are chains of events I want to off myself thinking about.
This is not one of them.
Thinking about it, I wish I had never existed.

June 28, 2024 23:07

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