Безіменний writes August 18, 2024 12:29

I went through the half-closed doors under the rays outside.
Defeated, weak and crippled, with my escape undone, I felt 15 years younger, in the hostile, soulless City that doesn't care, doesn't give a single damn about anything at all.

But I am 15 years older now, slowly pushing myself into the mindset I hoped to never have again, into the logical continuation of everything after that evening on the empty motorway when I understood that my escape was in vain.
"Fuck, but I escaped, Lachesis! I escaped!"
For this to happen? Really?
Really.

And now I am getting ready to go through the half-closed doors under the rays outside.
Fuck it, I'll do it for as long as it is needed.
As long as I can.

August 18, 2024 12:29

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