Безіменний writes
It feels wrong, indulging in guilty pleasures at the time like this, and yet
It clears me head.
It makes me understand the way.
Or maybe, the absence of it, the void I am looking into, the feeling of being damaged goods as much as I am.
I need days upon days of sleep, and yet I spend hours upon hours up at night, trying to hydrate and sort out the clusterfuck that my life is.
I want to smoke
To drink
To... forget? No, rather to numb it.
And then...
I look at the window.
I don't remember closing the curtains.
The curtains. Why.
And my paranoia kicks in, and I am rushing to reconstruct the last few hours of my whereabouts and interactions to search and fill the gaps.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
Fikus
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Дынька
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
Daryel'
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
!ХуеРы
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Туле 🌱
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!
Aart 🐦