Безіменний writes
In retrospect, I had good reasons not to die.
I still might have them.
I might.
Unfamiliar sounds bring memories I am not supposed to have, I don't have, I can't have.
I go full paranoiac and start checking every nook and cranny for the sound source, like in <censored> <censored> years ago.
At night I am listening to Maes, the Moroccan lad I picked up on in Paris, speaking to LLMs about the weirdest of stuff instead of playing Skyrim or doing labs -- because I can.
It all would not have happened if I had ended my life those n years ago.
It's not why I think I had reasons not to die.
Those reasons lie outside of me (yes I am Cartesian as fuck and so what?)
There is only emptiness inside.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
Fikus
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Дынька
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
Daryel'
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
!ХуеРы
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Туле 🌱
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!
Aart 🐦