хаоСChaos writes October 18, 2024 12:38

I'm doin rly bad. I don't wanna weep again. Bawl my eyes out curled up on the floor but i feel like collapsing sm rn... If only... If only i were strong enough back then.. 2 prevent me bein so weak rn. If only i coulda done it...Now i just have 2 suffer the pain of being weak & powerless while my oppressors punish me and i have barely anythin 2 fight back. Now that i can finally climb the stairs better 2 bcme whom i dreamt of bcmin - I'm weak, my knees bend & i fall.. can't get up, not easily at least. It all collapses under me. The weight above & quicksand below.. this trap of never sufficing, nev3r bein right, never ... That or this way..& then when u do get there.. It's still never enough.

October 18, 2024 12:38

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