Condition so so. Tried to recollect the yesterday state of happiness and satisfaction and felt a bit better. When I happy I don't feel irritation in the same situations at which I normally feel it - the girl keep wiping her pussy with toilet paper to make it dry in spite of my prayers not to do it, I'm late etc, and more pleasure from the other things - touches, sex, food, even from doing nothing. So the point is in my feelings, not in my actions. I'm doing the same things but feel quite different. Wanna play the game - pretending that I'm happy and trying to feel in the same way as yesterday night. Happiness without any obvious reason, I want it again and again.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!