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8. do i want to do NOTHING ?
9. do i want to continiue current activity or stop it?
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i m very hunnnnngry now, man. i go to eat!!! and then - @gone with the wind@
if I dont know what do i want exactly right now,
i can ask myself standart questions wich require yes/no answers
1. do i want to eat?
2 to drink?
3. to walk?
4. to speak?
5. to listen?
6. to dance?
7. to shower?
and so on
now it's time to fix my financial and self-esteem things. Then i will start to improve my communication skills.
i want to live alone, but also i want to become more open, to overcome my autism
i'm afraid of poverty. I want to promise myself that i wouldn't be a beggar because i love myself and i can stand for my comfort
i feel shame if i remind my teen fall-in-loves to myself. i want to stop it. i want to overcome this habit somehow. now i dont let myself to fall in love, its not good
made waste basket from coca-cola bottle
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started my fiction book
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planned trip for tomorrow - insurance and interviews
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watched bruce almighty
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made and ate sandwiches
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made separate bed for my friend
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want to make mindmap about meetups (my life will be full of meetups! yeah, I proclaim it!)
one episode from the past came to my mind. girl criticised my hat and i started to feel uncomfortable. Now I think that best reaction could be if I didn't pay attention to her opinion. If I had my own opinion and attitude instead of trying to please her. It was my important mistake: try to please another person instead of making myself comfortable inside by following my feelings and wishes. Now I can re-imagine that situation according to my choice
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my pal was in T but I dont want to meet him because of shyness. I think I feel comfortable only if a man shows his interest, but if I see that he is indifferent - it's a tragedy. I cant imagine communication without warm acceptance or admiration
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
Fikus
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Дынька
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
Daryel'
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
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I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Туле 🌱
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!
Aart 🐦