Curtis
just Curtis
On the way of my self-education: suddenly a very good saundtrack to "Jarhead", especially "Smth in the way" by Nirvana. Never had heard it before, so strange.
Started to learn Spanish.
I think, that any pain - it's a signal. The signal, that I do smth wrong - that I've forgotten about myself, I don't love me.
It means, that I must set aside all my affairs, and ask myself the main question: where is a pleasure, why i am not getting it?
It means, that smth is tottaly wrong, nothing is important exept my comfort. Not any impressions, not any buisnesses, - nothing.
Bubble gum "life is" ❤
If u don't hurt - u are happy. Take care, hurt makes impossible any evolution.
Fixing and distinguishing the perseptions - interresting and all, that I can do for myself now. Have no the claims to anyone - everybody lives, how she can at this specific moment, and me too. It is strange - to live without self-condemnation and hurts, nothing to do :)
But in fact - a lot of affairs to construct my life.
Work.
0 dao - two weeks before were very nervous (because of my madness, nothing serious in reality), so decided to come in 17 dao, to start from the white page.
Happy to be alone ❤
This year wasn't simple, but the bonus is - I have changed a little bit. From addicted girl in mess to hopefull person, like more fhan 2 years ago, before i decided to be a victim of my crown and my illusions.
It's funny to remember all my suffering now.
The next year will be also difficult, but I hope, not so senseless.
A little bit drunk, good rose champaine from the bottle - is ok :)
One more film (trying to watch all missed filmes-2016 and earlier) one more delicious piece of smth.
Relax :)
Was licking Isabelle Huppert's pussy in a dream -- and came. Woke up from this. Unexpectedly. I think, it's because of the last Verhoеven's film, i saw the day before yearsterday.
I'm lucky of being a girl, so i can prenend, that i had no an orgazm.
Music of David Bowie.
15 dao
"Misfits" has finally irked me. Two first seasons were excellent - but to 5th it became unbearable. Especially Rudy. So gloomy and aggressive bollocks.
So, now it's time for "Secret diary of a call girl".
it's not so bad - being a movie viewer.
2 dao, mate, if you know, what I mean.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
Fikus
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Дынька
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
Daryel'
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
!ХуеРы
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Туле 🌱
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!
Aart 🐦