aventurine

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Из последних раскопанных увер - "нельзя устранять страх, я буду наказана на это".
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I developed a severe anxiety this year, which resurfaces in certain situations. And I still don’t know how to deal with it. Every time I try to determine it’s nature, a “good girl issue” comes in mind. Who could do better, be better, but didn’t and that makes me somehow really “bad and unworthy”. The idea of eliminating that fear feels faulty. A good girl must be afraid of what she is doing, of being herself. No matter that I do feel I would love myself more, let I myself be who I am. Probably loving myself feels faulty too. But it shouldn't.

May 31, 2019 05:17

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