just a number
three days without smoking!
can't say it was super easy
but i'm glad i did it
i have a lot of support from my cinnamon bun :3
it really helps when i can say all of my thoughts and concers out loud
without any fear of being judged
with understanding
and it's only the beginning!
yesterday was tough
i almost had a breakdown!
fortunately some wonderful people helped me with it
but for how long?
now i am awake
sometimes thinking about lots of the things i have to do makes me feel... vulnerable
sometimes i wish i could sleep for 16h/day
BUT WHAT'S IMPORTANT i don't feel this way now
wanna start reading 'power of now' and some papers for my thesis 💪
long time no see, haha
decided to create a new profile
however my thoughts are still the same :)
decided to write in english
decided to deal with my smoking addiction
i think
sometimes i believe that i'm a really weak person
sometimes i can't believe in my future success
sometimes i can't believe in myself
can i believe myself?
so i am trying to quit smoking
i had a pack from yesterday that i didn't throw away
and i have smoked in the morning
just because i had cigs
but then i threw it away anyway
another countless attempt huh
i don't know how i feel right now
i've felt pretty good for the whole day
will i be able to stop myself from smoking in the evening?
mystery
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
Fikus
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Дынька
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
Daryel'
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
!ХуеРы
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Туле 🌱
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!
Aart 🐦