вротик
I should really stop dwelling on unnecessary things and just paint. Some things arent meant for me. Or not the right time? It seems I attract it. Or kinda like a cycle. I don't want it to be like that anymore.. Change....
Had a tinder date with one finnsh guy at cafe (he paid, and it's a good thing...mm thai tea cake), but it was soo cringey. Can someone be very awkward and very cocky in same time? Yes, he was.
Also he is a "magician" and of course he wanted to show me some triks, I don't mind it I like it. But he started to talk with me like I'm a very stupid kid and even told me something like "good girl" "good job"
And obviously I told "what a hell, don't talk with me like that" and he was very "surprised" and told that it was a compliment(!) It's difficult(!) to learn how to twist(!)a balloon. Seriously? Does enyone can even buy it? lol. Sometimes I just can't imagine how crazy male supremacy can be.
“Finally, Merzenich discovered that paying close attention is essential to long-term plastic change. In numerous experiments he found that lasting changes occurred only when his monkeys paid close attention. When the animals performed tasks automatically, without paying attention, they changed their brain maps, but the changes did not last. We often praise “the ability to multitask.” While you can learn when you divide your attention, divided attention doesn’t lead to abiding change in your brain maps.”
Doidge “The Brain That Changes Itself.”
Walked on streets of Kiev, then got to a place with decent atmosphere and steaks. Quiet and gloomy place, no one is bothering me, I'm left to myself, my smartphone and a piece of medium well ribeye.
Finally, Tinder got some love. Everyone of my matches got the same message today, because I stopped caring. Maybe that's a good thing. Someone even replied.
Played "Life is Strange™" Episode 2. The game feels like a life I've never had.
Random thoughts. I'm long withdrawn from people, and, eventually from life itself. This is strange, though, that I can talk to anyone on the street, like, literally, and still I'm living like they are not even here. Alone. My choice though, always my choice
🍉🌿 I want to try to write here in english from now on. I don't know how to see mistakes in my own essay but even just writing will be a great practice anyway. And it gives me pleasure. And pinches my sense of self importance)
Just now I've learned that the third-person singular simple form for the word "pinch" is "pinches", not "pinchs" as I thought. Cool)
Физики открыли новую частицу: пентакварк.
Клевый док фильм про квантовую теорию, чудеса микровселенной: http://techno.bigmir.net/discovery/1584352-Fiziki-otkryli-novuju-chasticu
There is not much choice about facing reality - either you do it today, or you crash against it tomorrow.
If you always put limits on everything you do, physical or anything else, it will spread into your work and into your life. There are no limits. There are only plateaus, and you must not stay there, you must go beyond them.
Bruce Lee
The measure of the moral worth of a man is his happiness. The better the man, the more happiness. Happiness is the synonym of well-being.
Bruce Lee
слайдшоу красивых фоток c reddit за 2c: http://redditp.com/r/earthporn
или вот http://redditp.com/r/nsfw
I fear not the man who has practiced 10 000 kicks once, but I fear the man who has practiced one kick 10 000 times.
Bruce Lee
Defeat is a state of mind; no one is ever defeated until defeat has been accepted as a reality.
Bruce Lee
Did a few push-ups. Busy with cityscope and !F. Never ever want to hate or get annoyed with anyone. "Even" if they bring me a semi-raw thick pancake instead of a crepe, twice. Is this a trouble, really? Sometimes I feel (and act) as if it really is. Something to laugh about.
Самое смехотворное желание - это желание понравиться всем.
Гёте
Es ist die lächerlichste Prätension, allen gefallen zu wollen.
Goethe
Интересно, никогда не думал, почему людей всего лишь один вид на всей земле, а у остальных животных такое видовое разнообразие
http://bodhi.name/neizbezhnost-ozarennogo-mira/vidovoe-raznoobrazie-homo/
20 марта будет солнечное затмение: http://www.timeanddate.com/eclipse/solar/2015-march-20
Полная фаза будет видна на севере Норвегии, частичная - в Европе и Азии.
Тут описаны способы наблюдения за затмением:
http://www.astrogorizont.com/content/read-Kak_nabljudat_chastichnoe_solnechnoe_zatmenie_23_oktjabrja_bez_riska_povrezhdenija_glaz
茸 - kinoko - гриб.
Нижняя часть иер. 耳 - ухо (mimi = みみ)
Верхняя - радикал "трава".
Гриб похож на ухо в траве.
Kinoko = ki (き) (дерево) + no (の) (притяжательный падеж) + ko (こ) (ребенок).
Гриб - ребенок дерева.
A lot of people are afraid to say what they want. That's why they don't get what they want.
Madonna
Скажите людям, что существует невидимый человек на небе, который создал вселенную, и большинство поверит.
Скажите им, что краска не высохла, и они ткнут в нее пальцем, чтобы убедиться в этом.
Джордж Карлин
В словаре лингво есть режим tutor, где можно учить слова. Щас учу англ слова.
Достоинства:
Можно выбрать разные режимы: прямой перевод, обратный, и тот и другой
Оч понравилось, что в режиме "и тот и другой" не нужно переключаться между языками, раскладка клавиатуры переключается автоматически. На мемрайзе у меня часть слов теряются, если забуду переключить.
Можно задать режим: неполный перевод считать правильным ответом, правда в этом режиме достаточно набрать первую букву слова), но это же и облегчает сильно, если лень вбивать все слово, особенно русское, или если сделать опечатку в слове.
Работает оч быстро, не зависит от скорости инета.
Можно свободно добавлять-удалять слова.
учу азбуку морзе по этому курсу:
http://www.memrise.com/course/151/learn-morse-code/
Прикольно. Нравится что там есть не только буквы, но и примеры слов
Ездила в сауну, периодически отслеживала ч-во превосходства и че-то с ним делала. Было от этого в целом более расслабленное состояние, не такое напряженное как обычно среди лд. Еще было неск мом, когда воспринимала др дв без соперничества. Одна дв с клевыми ножками шла в коротком халате и возн м, что клево, что она хочет показывать ножки и что другим тоже приятно пялиться на ее ножки. Как будто в мире от этого прибавилось приятного. Это было новое. Неужели у других всегда так?
Обсуждали с Крош чпх и злорадство, попризнавались др др. После этого различила злораство в разговоре со Стреком. Без разговора с Крош бы не различила, не обратила внм. Буду признаваться Стреку теперь. Она меня разлюбит
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
Fikus
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Дынька
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
Daryel'
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
!ХуеРы
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Туле 🌱
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!
Aart 🐦