Айви

Rather dull day. Got sick and spent the whole day soaking everything paper-like in the area with my runny nose eruptions. The good thing about being sick, one of the few things I like, it that I start to feel more. Colors look more vibrant, stray of cold air in my face feels more fresh and almost like it's caressing me, music gives me goose bumps easily.

But in general in was one of the wasted days, the kind I don't like and in the end of such days I feel like I've betrayed myself. I also feel very irresponsible after few hours of such insomnia when I do something really boring and mechanical, and start to believe that it's not up to me to stop and change what I do.

Bangkok is a lousy place. But it contains number of triggers - certain imprints of streets, smells, places where I used to live - that make me remember how happy I was here. Just being among all that makes me elated again. Like a factor that triggers that same emotions I used to experience here before.

Funny thing - no matter how uncomfortable a place is, if I was happy there, it can trigger happiness again and again. Meaning - anything can be that trigger. Any shithole can actually be that ‘enlightened factor’. So Bangkok again.. Doing nothing is a great occupation. Trying to make the most of it while I can. Today I am good at it. All worries about me being obliged to do smth are gone now.

уже существующие подводные отели и новые проекты. Future is coming:
http://fandorin1001.livejournal.com/1815712.html
Еще нравится вот такой отель-подводная лодка:
http://www.novate.ru/blogs/160214/25406/
Особенно ценой нравится )

Спала запоем, неистово не шевелясь