I started to pay more attention to perceptions but most of them are negative, result of my shitty life. There is a strange pleasure from distinguishing like becoming alive. Perceptions are so unpleasant and permanent that sometimes I tried to generate pleasure to reduce suffering, pleasure vanished in numerous NEs but later fought its way again. It looks like I feel my agony in NEs, before I avoided it - too unpleasant. State -5 to -2, aware -2 to +2.
ughhhh biology! it's saturday, and i'm sitting here, doing effing HOMEWORK! and then i have to go to tennis:( wtf
капеец.. не выспалась. жду теперь когда сын ляжет спать и с ним лягу. и вообще надоело дома сидеть! хочу выйти погулять!! правда возможности ноль( печалька. ладно, пошла я сынишку развлекать)
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Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
Fikus
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Дынька
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
Daryel'
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
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I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Туле 🌱
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!
Aart 🐦